Fly Baby!

「I want to fly the sky」


「ey」


「yey」


「anya？」



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あけおめ

ことよろ

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MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS


MERRY CHRISTMAS

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October

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Falls

You are in your dream now
What do you see?
Soon I'm on the way too
Though it's not the same
Where are you now?
I miss you now
Darkness comes like a storm
without making any noise


You're looking at the falls
While I'm looking at you in the fall


When would you find me?
When would you let me sartisfy you?






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Cultual Sanction and Facilitation

Dreamed of something about ＠cultural sanction@ and @cultural facilitation@

I hope there will be printers which can detect and correct spelling errors.









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Tenchijin

http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Tenchijin

This is an amazing drama serie...........

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Uesugi Kenshin rocks!

I was not so interested in history, but now I am into it, especially Sengoku era, when there were many war and fighting.

The actor Tsumabuki Satoshi, is actually good. It is exciting to think that he stayed in Sasebo for the movie shooting (69- sixty nine) some years a go.....!!!

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Golden Fish

Su-chan loves to put her toy in the water
it is not her toy, it is my mobile phone strap, but she took it from the boad on the wall(；´∀｀)


「concentrate.....」


「Ey!」


「hhmm clean water....」

Well done Su-chan!

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Me

Exactly the same bahavior. Scary!

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ATTACHMENT

Parent-Child Relationships - Infancy, Toddlerhood, Preschool, School age, Adolescence, Adults

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Favorite bed

Su-chan loves the bed made with a box of Swedish beer



"I want to try it!"


----- but your tail cannnot fit in the box


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Shock !!!

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Pink Pinky Pinkest

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No make-up day in Japan

As there is cool-biz, it will be interesting to have a day for women going to their job without make-up.
It's kinds cool-biz, good for enviromental issue, if many women don't wear any make-up once a week.

SUPPIN-DaY

It seems that make-up is less important, not the correct word, but less women wear make-up in a daily base here. It is such a diffarence between when they go out and when they go to school or work.

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MH andd gender

The radio program this morning was about increasing mental helth problem among boys.
One cause was that girls can have contact with people when they feel bad, but it is difficult for boy.


ok. gender equalsocity here isn´t it?
but mascurinity is is still here.

Jens Lekman says:

If I Could Cry (It Would Feel Like This)


If I could cry
it would feel like this

If I could cry
it would feel like this

Oh If I could cry
if I could cry
if I could cry
if I could cry
it would feel like this

If I could cry
it would feel like this

If I could cry
it would feel like this

If I could cry
if I could cry
if I could cry
if I could cry
it would feel like this
[ If I Could Cry (It Would Feel Like This) Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]



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Whenever Whatever Whorever

"Whenever I'm feeling good, I'm also feeling confused. I feel like I'm being caught between joy and guilt, and I didn't know what to do. I asked myself, "Am I doing things all right? Am I doing something wrong by doing what I'm doing now?" [Shimizu 1993a:311]

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Help me to get out of here.

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I AM A GIRL

gIRLS SHOULD CARE ABOOUT WHAT THEY WEAR



iT IS IMPORTANT FOR GIRLS

---SUSANNE

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I am a BOY (Model by Cicero)

SIDE...

"Hello Kitty? Pink? I am not a girl..."


UP...

"Please don't take picture of my face"

- CICERO


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Package From Home

I wanted this powdered green tea and ume-kobu cha!

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Sushi Chair

http://store.shopping.yahoo.co.jp/zakkayafree/nt031.html


Amazing Japan!!!

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Gyoza

There is a Vegetarian Japanese restaurant in Stockholm. I think they are better in making Gyoza than Sushi, since they are Chinese! Their rice is not really Japanese....that's why o_O

The waiter asked me if I am Japanese.

"Yes I am." I said.

Then he said

"Domo domo"

(^_^)

The thing is that:

Why there is NO GYOZA served in Chinese restaurants in Sweden???


It is one of the best in Chinese dishes!


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What makes us different and similar?

There was a girl singing with her guitar
She was singing under the train station
I stood a while and left 10 krona
A policamen came and told her to leave

What makes us different and similar? 


The next day I took my laptop over there
I played my drum machine with the girl
And yet the policaman came and told us to leave

What makes us different and similar？
What makes us different and similar？
What makes us different and similar？



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Ramen KIMAMA

There is only Ramen restaurant in Stockholm.
Of course I wanted to go!


I had Shoyu Ramen.
It was delicious!
I hope there will be more RAMEN shop in Sweden





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Sushi Ki-MAMA

Axel took us to a new sushi restaurant in sthlm



KI-MAMA！



Lunch set with miso soup and green tea......
Ahhhh it was nice ^_^




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Holiday, Meaning of Life

Talked to my brother, who is the polieaman. I want him to come to Sweden while I am here.

He said he regrets that he didn't when he was in university, but he had no money. Now he has money but he has no time. It is hard to take a vacation from his job. Everyday works all the time.

I think about the enjoyment and meaning of one's life. In Sweden, we work hard, and rest, end happily come back to the work. It is effective for oneself and the job. But in Japan, work work and rest for a day and work all the time. There is no time to go visit relatives in abroad- no experience for seeing the world. It sounds like no-fun at all. But for Japanese it is "common", as it is common for Swedes to take 5 weeks vacation.

Japan takes Western culture all the time, but this kind of ting never chenges!


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On the way home...

On the way home on 30th of June・・・
I guess around 7 P.M.・・・
I was a small annimal passing by the hospital building・・！！！



HARINEZUMI！



Helloooooo where are u going・・?


wow, so close！！！　



There are people passing by and a road

I saw him the next day too. But since then I have't seen him...
I hope he is alright, having a safer home and neighborhood・・


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Happy morning everyday ^^

Hah, it's just raining and raining, raining like cats.
And now it's weekend, and it goes fast.
I'm happy when I go to bed every night ^_^

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Su-chan and SC

"If the role of self-concept research is to better understand the complexity of self in different contexts, to predict a wide variety fo behaviors, to produce out outcome measures for diverse interventions, and to relate self-concept to other constructs, then the specific domains of self-concept are more useful than a general domain" (p.191, Marsh and Crave, 1997).


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Su-chan (*^_^*)

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Shokotan Blog

Shokotan blog moved to ameblo, one of the most known blog site in Japan.

http://ameblo.jp/nakagawa-shoko/
I should move there too!

I wonder when this blogspot will be like Japanese blog function...


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Chinese Soup

I bought a quick chinese soup in France.

Soup de cinois　or something like that. I did understand it means Chinese.

I was happy to find (^_^)

but it was not that good

something like thin pasta and somewhat asian taste・・・

it was far from chinese soap in japan, and I coud not finish it all

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Love Prescription

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Better Luck!

mmm.....cat t-shirt. Looks somewhat Cicero.

He doesn´t like being told, since he is a little fat (*_*)


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Package

It seems a long time a go
The packege from all the way homeWith the cat clothers that I bought on yahoo・・・


Tack!　




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Blog

Today, Shokotan updated her blog 243 times/day, while another idol Yaguchi Mari was trying to a record of 101 records.

Shokotan rox!
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Haiena in France

Haiena whatza doing in France?
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I love Sweden (or Scandinavia)

I like the souvenir shop at Arlanda airport.
Bbought a hat, and bag for my mum, and mumin mugg for myself
I wish there are such shop in Ume...


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Lucky Mail

When you get a Lucky Mail you are no longer lucky.




If you are likeminded then our minds are alike. Lets be friends and treat eachother nicely.

Please make me smile.

Well, it was just a Lucky Mail.









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The World

You are looking at there, while I am looking at you....









There are many places to go, aren't there???


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Make Music!

got a package from gus


it was a kitty mic



test test





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Fetishism

Cute feet
I just like looking at cat feet




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Humanity

Like Shokotan does, I made my cats as human








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Hairstyle

This looks like my HEAD. When I had haircut by myself. It got shorter and shorter, and I could not do anything in the end...
Glad to find there is such a hair style....(*_*;)





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Pageboy again

Mine! I asked my mother to send it to me　(≡・⊥・≡)m

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I was in France :D

Lunch in France


Meal in the hotel was delicious.
Baquette was really good. Diferent from one in Sweden. Swedish baquette is soft. Japanese baquette is dry, and more salty...


^_^




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Pageboy CAT t-shirt

I got this cute tshirt back home in jp.




Cute in back(｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ


Little bit looks like cicero

「Nej! Im not that fat!」



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My J-Drama Ranking Spring 2009

Egoist (melo-dorama)
Loveshuffle (love comedy)
Mei-chan no Shitsuji (love comedy)



Thank Internet!
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Supercat

I made a manto




I kinda like it!



I can fly!


Kawaii～




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Reality in Dream

jaha, you were chatting with me even in my dream.
I wanted to see you in my dream.




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Me and Susanne!

http://www.nataliedee.com/




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Internet

Since I came back to Ume or Bostaden opened an opennetwork, I ordered internet from broadbando2. It was half price for 3months. But some people mentioned about a problem when doing video or voice chat. I cleaned my harddisk, but it did not get well. 10Mbit is enough quality for videochat as well. So I decided to change internet operator, even on the same 10Mbit. To T3. Since then I got no problem!!! What the hell was that! The quality of bredobando2 is worse?

And the bill for the broadoband2 was 3 months.....ok, I have to pay for 3 months even if I cancelled within that period. Lucky that it was only 84SEK/month.

we need a break

PAGEBOY for catlovers

It drove me craaaaazy when I found these!

meaw!

mjau!

meaw!

Just like Su-chan's sexy pose!

I want black!

http://store.shopping.yahoo.co.jp/stylife/10200107.html

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Gender un-equality

It is no ore less equal between women and men in Japan, still men play a bigger role in society But it seems, or at least I started feeling that Japanese boys in high school has much pressure and have more mental health problems, or there is no diffarence across gender.

In general, it is said that girls have more problems than boys. But thinking of in Japan, it is more important for boys to get good education than girls, and it is much pressure from parents for getting into a good university, so that he can have a goood job. So it seems that girls have more freedom, and enjoy their school life without this pressure

Of course, girls do worry about the future.
It is also up to one's personality and related to relations with family, parents, friends for the MH problems. But anyway, I start to think that must be hard to be a Japanese boy....!!! ( as well as a Japanese girl!)

On Cat-fight boy is stronger than girl・・・



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Done!

Finally submitted the manu

Hope they liked it.

Ahhh lately, I only take picture of cats (≡・⊥・≡)m

Su-chan suits well on panties

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Internet Communication

It's easy to say the things that we should not say online.

Su-chan says that is a pity of human communication. Hope I can get up tomorrow morning. Tomorrow is another day.

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Sunday

It's Sunday, and cloudy, just like me.

The mp3 from Gus, makes me laugh.
His snging was on, it's a song about being sick.
It must be sick. I say he is sick.
I missed that singing voice.

I was going to submit an aricle,
but they say I need to name 5 suggested reviewers,
I need talk to my supervisors,
So I have to wait till monday

Talked to mum and Wendy on the phone,
it feels nice

The cats are sleeping.

Hentai Neko

Su-chan's hentai pose



put your ass on and mew meaw meaaaw～

I say stop it coz it is naughty(；´∀｀)

She kept on doing this to me and even to Cecero・・・

He did not care about it, and looked like "wondering"

After a week, she turned to be "normal" again






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OZOC freak -_-;

Í think I will not remember what I bought when I come home to Japan. (It might be next year.)

OZOC ↑


OZOC↑

OZOC↑

AND

OZOC ↑



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Belle and Sebastisn and literature

http://freett.com/slowgraffiti/literature.htm
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Korokke

mmmm I found something reminds me a taste of home.
This (Vegetarian frozen food) is like what we call KOROKKE ( comes from croquette).
It is just FLAT!


This is Korokke...mmmmmmmmmm


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Cawaii

I could not help! So this is mine!
See you in JAPAN!!!

BTW, IT WAS A little PITY (for Japanese youngsters) that BOTH vALENTINE\S DAY AND wHITE DAY WERE ON SATURDAY.
Off from school or work....


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Cats are not food!

This is a Japanese paper which says about a demonstration against eating cats in China. So do they eat not only dogs but also cats?! I guess that is some parts of China, but how can they eat such cute animal !!!

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Dress for cats

Found a web page for making a dress for cats.
Download the paper and just make it. (even if cats son't really like wearing it )

http://pet-album.jugem.jp/?eid=98


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Are Japanese girls more/less active than you ?!

There was a discussion a while a go.

My British friend said

“Japanese girls wear sexy clothes and want to meet boys, but they never show their interests”

I thought that

- Japanese girls are more active than boys. When they like a boy, they can call or mail, and try to find the way to communicate.

- He, as a foreigner in Japan, must have different experience about that.

- Picking up in the bar/club seems to be less common in Japan than in the West. At least it’s new there.


I talked about it with my Swedish friend and he said:

- “You are comparing with Japanese boys, while he is comparing with British girls, so Japanese girls can be more active than Japanese boys, but less active than British.”


That was it. Talking with the other bring a different perspective.

I still think that Japanese girls are active, or as active as the Western girls. Biach is bitch seen everywhere in the world. And it is pretty much up to the individual!

"I am a Swedish girl"

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Auctionholic (continues...)

Yesterday, I won these. Couldn't helpt it since they are so cheap and cute.

OZOC
PAGEBOY

When am I going home to JP?!?????????

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Transulating Eng to Jap

Google transulator transulated the abstract on my article to Japanese　(；´Д｀)
Looks very funny, yet helpful since I have a difficulty in psychological terms in Japanese (；´Д｀)　

現在の研究では、添付ファイルの形式は、自己概念、日本の若者の間で精神的な健康上の問題認識親の飼育との間の関連付けを調べた。 100 93高校生（ 143男の子と女の子50 、平均年齢= 16.4 ）を含む自己のセットエンブーレポートアンケート- cを完了した（子どものための子供の育て方私の記憶） 、 AQC （別紙アンケート子どものため） 、 SDQII - sを（自己説明アンケートⅡ -ショート）とYSR （青少年の自己報告書） 。 PLS （ Patial潜在回帰正方形）の分析は、安全でない添付ファイル（回避と態度を決めかねて） （ X ）を、保護者と（ X ）から除去Internalizing （ Y ）の少年たちの間で問題Externalizingの予測され、すべての機能不全を示しながら親の飼育（除去、 Overprotection 、不安飼育）女の子の間でこれらの問題の要因だった。学問以外の自己概念（感情的、社会的、物理的な） （ X ）をInternalizing 、 （ Y ）の問題Externalizingを予測した。電力、これらの問題の予測の男の子よりも女の子のための大きいだった。親からは、思春期の精神衛生上の問題の関係、両親と青少年の性別に応じて独自の影響力があるようです。現在の調査結果も、思春期の親の飼育との関係の特定の側面の両方普遍的かつ文化的な説明にしている。

I am better in English(；´Д｀)

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Girl's festival

It is Hinamatsuri ( girl's festival) in Japan. I don't remember how we cerebrate.
Eating snacks, I guess.

OF course I was with the cats :D They are my HINA-dolls :D

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triple-blind test

I see....!!!

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The Real Cats

my obsession to cats got bigger and bigger, and now I live with 2 cats in a small room
they arrived on cat day and we cerebrated it. (^_^)
today I missed going to immigration to get a new stamp when I was slow. they close at 11...(-_-) I will go tomorrow.


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Happy Cat Day!

2/22 is Cat Day in Japan.

Just because each of the 2’s (2= ni) in the date can be read with the sound ‘nyan’ (meaw)

in Japanese.

and my mum's birthday...(!)

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Vivian Westwood "CATS"

My mother pointed out one thing when I was home.
"I am addicted to CAT related stuff." And she thinks I am odd.

Neko!
Neko!
Neko!

I always want to get things with cats on.... I understand that it is cute of course, and I can't own any cats...so

I started looking up yahoo auction at work...again. Bad behavior. I found some nice cats.

Unfortunately, I couldn't win this....but this is kawaii....

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Back to Sweden

ALL NIPPON AIRWAYS - NH 212
THU 05FEB
FUKUOKA JP - NAGOYA
0755 0905

FINNAIR - AY 80
THU 05FEB
NAGOYA JP - HELSINKI
1150 1510
DURATION 10:20

FINNAIR - AY 637
THU 05FEB
HELSINKI FI - STOCKHOLM SE
1600 1555
DURATION 0:55

SCANDINAVIAN AIRLINES - SK 2030
THU 05FEB
STOCKHOLM SE - UMEA SE
1735 1835
DURATION 1:00

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Where's my home?

Ähhhhhhh I don’t wanna leave homeeeeee. My father looks sad already. (as everytime I leave). But I don’t have life here, so I go and try to finish my shit.

I’ll make a good shit!!!

It is nice to come home and eat nice food and watch melodorama every day. And nice there are those who are waiting for me to come back :D I mean both in Nippon and Suweeden. Maria is planning for BBQ which is our favourite Swedish custom. Toba and Julia will have a sandwichparty. And Jonas bathtub misses me.

On Thursday, I take a buss at 5.30 in the morning to Fuckoff airport. MY FIRST time not to stay in a hotel in Fukuoka the night before. (which is lonely as hell). Hope the buss won’t be late(!)

See u soooooooooon.

Puss och kram


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Since december

Not much things but I

Got to know that my grandfather died in October.

Went to Kumamoto.

Had a haircut.

Got my first language work for translating a medical paper from Swedish to Japanese.
It was hard. Toba-sama helped me via mail. They don’t say anything since I sent, so it was ok?????????????????

Had some reverse-culture shock.

Went to Kumamoto again.

Went to karaoke with Wendy.

Donated my blood for what to call it: cancer of the blood. I thought of doing that since a friend of mine died of that 5-6 years a go.

Found a nice pair of VANS(as usual), but have no money. They are really kawaii high cut with dots! Fyfan!

Watch TV all the time.

Got the article back from American women who checked English, but have not read through yet, and do not feel like reading it at all.

Should stop daydreaming *_*

ps i ate 2 cheezecakes tonight.

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lycka till

I promise to concentrate on my writing and being with freinds and maybe making music,

when I go back home in Ume.

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Radiooooooo

Today, our song “When I’m gone” was played on the local radio called HAPPY FM.
My Italian friend has a program there. Gus seems to be really happy about it. His choir was heard at the whole shopping centre…he made a local debut here in JP *glädjefnatt*

Unfortunately, there is no STIM in Nippon, so we don’t have any money from that. I realised that we have not registered on STIMu with this band. Baka!



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My newhairstyle =dennis

as i love Dennis Lyxen, i changed my hair like him. (the time when he was with the refused.)
Dennis' brother said that i should keep my long hair. but, but,

refused är not fucking deado!

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Dagensord

I love a rich old man who send very nice presents for my birthday or christmas.

But we agreed that we cannot get married since I am too young for him.

No way, I don't love a poor young boy who cannot afford to come to see me.

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2008

As 2008 comes to an end....

1) Where did you begin 2008?
Home sweet home!

2) What was your status on Valentine's Day?
Chocolate.

3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
why not?

4) How did you earn your money?
Please ask Jonas.

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Yeah I did every day!

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
Everyday lately, when my bro comes home.

7) Where did you go on vacation?
Boden and Japan.

8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
I did not buy anything.

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
Yes.

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
My farfar.

11) Was anyone born?
I guess not?

12) Did you move anywhere?
No.

13) How did you celebrate your birthday?
Staying home and crying.

14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
NONE. Loosing interests is one of symptoms.

15) Are you registered to vote?
No.

16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
hah?

17) Where do you live now?
Ume/sasebo

18) How did you spend your summer break?
I went to Boden! to visit my friend and extra family. Otherwise, I was just working.

19) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2008?
Nice massage.

20) What has been your favorite moment?
Taking a hot bath!

21) What's something you learned about yourself?
Weak, idiot weak

22) Any new additions to your family?
no

23.) What was your worst month?
December kanske...vet inte....March med

24.) What music will you remember 2008 by?
Style councile

25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
I am sxe

26) Made new friends?
Yes, Seanny.

27)Made new best friends?
Yes, Seanny.

28) Favorite Night out?
Taking a hot bath at Jonas.

29) What sporting events did you attend?
Sumo

30) What was your best month?
December

31) Overall, how would you rate this year?
Ganska bra.

32) Other than home, where did you spend most of your time?
Nus.

33) Change your hairstyle?
Nope, but I will this year.

34) Have any car accidents?
no, I have a gold driver's license.

35) How old did you turn this year?
15.

36) Did you have a New Year's resolution?
no.

37) Do anything embarrassing?
Yes. I won't write.

38) Buy anything new from eBay?
no, but on tradera and yahoo auction.

39) Get married?
no

40) Get arrested?
no

41) Be honest - did you watch American Idol?
ya, but several times.

42) Did you get sick this year?
no

43) Been snowboarding?
no

44) Are you happy to see 2008 go?
i dont care really

45) Been naughty or nice?
naughty. -_-;


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Another side of life

100 yen on auction!!! ^_^

In this one, Magnus-san (aka totoro!) played drums!
So I looked in. There was a name:

Magnus ÖdergMagnus ÖdergMagnus Öderg

???????????????????!!!!!!Öderg!!!!BAKA Japanese!!!

Henke-sama. Please make a song for me, too.

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Trip to Japan 2008

SAT 13DEC
UMEA SE - STOCKHOLM SE
0800 0905
DURATION 1:05

FINNAIR - AY 634
SAT 13DEC
STOCKHOLM SE - HELSINKI FI
1300 1500
DURATION 1:00

FINNAIR - AY 79
SAT 13DEC
HELSINKI FI - NAGOYA JP
1720 1000

HELSINKI VANTAA - CHUBU CENTRAIR
14DEC
DURATION 9:40

ALL NIPPON AIRWAYS - NH 223
SUN 14DEC
NAGOYA JP - FUKUOKA JP
1200 1330
DURATION 1:30


And from Fukuoka, I take a shuttle buss(10 min) to the International terminal to take a buss to Sasebo. It takes 2 hours or something.
It takes around 24 hours from Ume to Sasebo.
But Finnair rocks! They provide the shortest and cheapest trip!

In Arlanda, I saw Lucia tåg and Santa Claus in Finland.
Many of the passengers seemed to live in Europe and visit their families in Jp.
So many half kids! A Japanese guy was my next seat from Helsinki. He lives in Holland and on the way home just like me. He was happy to drink Japanese beer.
I was tired when I landed Fukuoka, but I saw Pokemon jet by my plane. Lucky :D

I'd rather listen to Thin Lizzy-oh

Jesus told me, go after every coin like it was the last in the world
And protect the wayward child
But I'm a little lost sheep
I need my Bo Peep
You know I need My Shepherd here tonight

Breaking off is misery
I see a wilderness for you and me
Punctuated by philosophy
I'm wondering how things could've been

I'd like to see you
But really I should stay away
And let you settle down
I've got no claims to your crown
I was the boss of you
And I loved you
You know I loved you
It's all over now

And I was there for you
When you were lonely
I was there when you were bad
I was there when you were sad
Now it's my time of need
I'm thinking, do I have to plead to get you by my side?

I'd rather be in Tokyo
I'd rather listen to Thin Lizzy-oh
And watch the Sunday gang in Harajuku
There's something wrong with me, I'm a cuckoo


"I'm a cuckoo"
Belle & Sebastian




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Do not erase me

Have to delate these. Delate these. AH!

The last decade, the knowledge about the associations between self-concept, attachment style and mental health problems have been increased in the West (e.g., Marsh et al., 2004; Muris et al., 2003). Recent years, there are Japanese studies that used translated western assessments of attachment style published in the international journals (e.g., Matsuoka et al., 2008; Tanaka et al., 2008). Despite a large body of Japanese studies using a theory of attachment (e.g., Matsuoka, 2003), their instruments are developed in its culture. Comparability of measurement may attain the equivalence of constructs across culture. However, there are little studies of Japanese adolescents that can gain an understanding of generalizability of psychological constructs with other countries.

BUTA!

Not sure if I can meet Maria. AH!
Hope Jonas can drive to the aitport.
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Funny dream

Dreamed of Johan T Karlsson teaching me how to sing Kom säger kom! But sometimes, he turned to Björn. It was so fun that I woke up eary morning, like when yo wake up after a nightmare. Ahh I miss both of them. I should write to them. Ahaha. Power of South!

Hässelolm! and Nagasaki!

Johan from Hässelholm

Björn from Hässelholm

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My favorite book

Looking at this book on the desk. This is a really heavy book. Actually, it was her who reviewd my first article. Very painful criticism about validty and the stuff.....but I am excited that she did read my article. (*´∀｀*)

P.S. My suitscase is already 20kg without coffee and cookies. (；´Д｀)

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Kyokotan's handmade clothes

when she was young, 30 yrs a go. Kyokotan (my mum) is actually good at sawing!

Vest Hat

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Cat ring

Give me!　
Its not an alien. Its a cat! * ☆*(^=・ェ・=^)v｡.ﾟ｡v（^=・ェ・=^)☆*

What I am doing at the moment is that thinking as follows. Negative, or insecure attachment is related to internalizing problems, but not externalzing problems. If you perceive your relationship negative, you are more likely to depressed or have anxiety, rather than being delinquent or aggressive. That makes sense. ｷﾀ━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━!
I need a reference.


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Kittyholic in H&M

AHhh! Could not help!
Love H&M!!!!

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Still Auctionholic

OZOC

OZOC
I could not help buying them!

My mother thinks that is fun to receive something, beside the fact that I am consuming cash.

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My Wallpaper

http://www.kumako.se/pics/wallpaper/2006/kumakowallpaper_MAY06_800.jpg

By Kumako, the Swedish illustrator(or fashon guru) living in Japan.

I just thought of getting something else than Hello Kitty. Niiiiice ^_^

I want to use this for a cover for my thesis.....!!!!!!!! Poppy as hell.....!!!

Do i dare to ask her? HOW MUCH?! (money talks)

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Twee-pop to drive

I got a link from Dr. Erik D, about this video.
This guy playing Seashells (Erik's band) while driving from Hiroshima to Shimane.
Good choice!
Seashells is more appriciated in Japan than in Sweden, just like Cloudberry Jam.



P.S. Please make a new record, Dr. Erik, since you are doctor now you must have a free time beside your little daughter.
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Kyuuri

Lego likes cucumber. I don't like cucumber very much. I don't like JAPANESE cucumber....I don't eat in sandwitch. Lego, do you like JAPANESE cucumber?

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Auction of the week

OZOC

OZOC
To my father




I said I will quit　(；´Д｀)


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http://www.picnicwithpanic.com/

Kenny made new t-shirts! It is perfect to my brothers!

Mehhhh I have already bought them t-shirts in HM!!! BAKA!!!!

But still thinking to buy from Kenny, if the colour suits them

It is really cool to bring something that my FRIEND actually made, ne?!

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Auction: of the week (-_-;)

Ahhhhhh I bought them.....!!! Ahhhh I promise not to buy on auction....anymore! Ahhhh!!! They are waiting for me in Japan....!!!

OZOC

PAGEBOY

PAGEBOY

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happy sad

I was just happt to go home, but i found that it might be the last time to see one of my best friends here -_- Blue....

Friends forever!

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Yahoo auctionholic

I bought them all -_-; When I go home in JP, I will finally see them

PAGEBOY

OZOC

I promise not looking at auction....

Åhhhh, but it's so fun....!!!

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Scientist

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Lussekatter

Finally finally, it's time for Lussekatter! I love them!

Their smell!

The way they look like!

And of course their cat related name!

And last night Maria and I baked those cats! ( or Maria did, as usual, hihi)

They were really tasty! I got some left from Maria, and had one for

BREAKFAST

LUNCH

(but I did not take to uni...because i eat too much!)

AND TONIGHT.

This is my favo. BAJS.

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